I had a costume fitting today. Two fancy movie costume designers were measuring me, pulling beautiful vintage dresses and coats for me to try on, and making idle chit chat while I stood there in my underwear.
And NO ONE asked if I was pregnant.
Apparently, my waist is still the same size it was pre-pregnancy, although my hips have gotten a couple inches...more ample. My chest has gotten "healthier" too, but I'm not hearing any complaints about it.
Here's my question: Do I have to tell people I'm pregnant?
I recently met with two lovely agents, who told me they'd seen my reel on my website, the very site you're reading right now. To me, that suggested they'd read the TITLE of my blog, and already knew of my condition. Last week, I asked a commercial casting director what his experience has been working with pregnant women, secretly hoping he'd say, "It's the BEST! We can't get enough! It's so hard to find real pregnant women for the LOADS of commercials that call for someone with a huge belly. Putting a pregnancy pad on a really beautiful, talented actress just doesn't cut it."
But that's not what he said.
He said, "It's a problem." And went on to explain that CDs want actors who can work NOW, not in 4 months or 6 months or a year. That made my day! I didn't want to cry AT ALL!
Tomorrow morning, I have an audition for a theatre's upcoming season, and the shows I'm interested in are in the fall, after the baby is born. If I wear something to the audition that conceals my growing belly, do I have to say anything?
On the flip side, I have another audition tomorrow afternoon, with some very cool people whom I already know and respect. I DID tell them, and explained I wouldn't audition if my pregnancy wouldn't gel with the vibe of the show, because I didn't want to take an audition slot away from an actress who might be better suited for the role. And they said, "When would you like to meet? That sounds VERY intriguing." Which really WAS cool, not the sarcastic kind of cool from before.
I don't have a wacky answer for all of this. No funny tagline for this blog entry, no clever way of working it back to whatever I said at the beginning (hallmarks of my blogging.) It's just a "hmmm" moment I'm sharing.
The bottom line is this: I'm so excited and proud (I almost typed "round") to be having this baby, I feel a little strange NOT telling everyone, like I'm doing the little bundle a disservice. But Mama's gotta work, and if somebody wants me to play Liz Lemon's mom in a flashback on "30 Rock," then mum's the word.
(Examples in this post are purely hypothetical. I am not on "30 Rock." Yet.)